I have a bad day I gotta admit that, and I am in no mood to share to anyone. I don't feel like talking, I am out of my patient and I am a lil angry. I prefer to shut myself, because I dont' want an innocent soul to get hurt. I know it sounds so filthy and lost control. But this is what exactly I am feeling now. Now I comprehend that I am not the most genuine person, I used to say it too often, that you might probably already get sick hearing of it, because I finally can see with my eyes wide open, that there are so many people out there who is sincerely genuine, and unlike me who keeps on compliment self. Now I know less expect is the best option after all because, when you neglect, things will probably be better and you will be happy with the result. Or things will go worse, and because you less expect, you less hope and that makes the scars thinner.
