I don't need the fame

Speaking of this appealing Saturday, how do you define your weekend? It's been so long since the last time I actually become so diligent updating my feeling, my daily activities, even my little shared of life through here huh. My college is another 1 point 5 years to go until a complete thorough. and what is it in the future, what kind of future I will possibly discover, and they're all still a question mark. Some people in their early age have already figured it out what  they want, some of them even luckier that in their early age raging already. I don't wanna wonder anymore, c'mon it's a blissful twenty fourteen now I should have tried something again, reluctant was never a choice, some changes should be done. Hoping is not going take you anywhere. Another thing is I know this is going to sound very creepy but I should be in love again, I know it's just a matter of time, right time and right person, but if I can't seem to meet the right person at the right time, then never mind, because the one I seek, is the one who will truly understand me for the rest of my life no matter how jerk sometimes I could be. I just wanna be free with my relationship. Just as simple as that