sweet mother of pearl..


Rihanna takes turn? Well I don't think so, because last time as I remembered, diamonds give up. So how was your day, pretty much good ? Nowadays I fell to this deep feelings of losing. I don't think people are exactly appreciating me the way I do, or maybe I am way sensitive to the situation around, or It doesn't suit me? even my good friends aren't as good as what I expect, if they don't comprehend me can I still recall that as best friend? friendship? good friend? I don't deserve this, and I know I don't. Everyone in this world has the limits in temper and why am I so tough? I wish I can just spell it all out, or don't tell me that I can only count on myself ?  and another  bad news is some of my memories starting to fade away, I mean I don't actually remember some things which are very important to me until that somebody keeps on digging and digging them out to remind me, Is it just me or some people lose it too?