not crying over the Doritos commercial

I know you can't fake those smiles forever, and this message is referring to of course me myself know it. Maybe You are just trying too hard to cover those sadness when they hurt you mentally. But trying to grin is what I impressed the most. Another side point of view might just think that you are such an innocent. But then it's just not. you are trying to put the cheeriest atmosphere around like no one else can do, but nowadays, it has seemed to fade away. You can't fake, the smile gets narrower and I can see how wide you tried to grin, just to make sure, people will think you are okay. Can you comprehend what I am trying to say? Repeat like hundreds and maybe you would.

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So I have no regrets, or things should be stressed about. But then unconsciously I didn't realize how did I act until that somebody told me, Maybe I was a bit awkward, maybe because the lack of sleep, or assignments here. I don't know. Or maybe because I dated the wrong guy, he created lies, I'm such a fool, and believed it. And I found out. And it's a sign of moron to me. I don't know. Maybe It's true, Let's judge the creepy-book by its cover  from the very first time, I believed my stupid sense, and y am I so dramatic. Because I put grudge, I hate lies, and I will hate him forever. And not even a single day of my life I have ever stopped being grateful and feel this better that I over ya.