For the first time

I am finally able to letting out my fear like for real. I could at least for the first time should I say feel safe. But i know this isn't right. Or at least in my beliefs I know this ain't right. This year I only have couple of wishes and one of them is to show me if I am on the right path. Is the big border in me has finally torn apart or is this just a short escape that my heart has been wanted? Clueless, cause I really have been alone for quite sometimes.