I can't remember what I just said this morning. And why should I be facing this issue again. I miss my sincere friend who always meant the word she says, I miss how she never let me down in every first place, it's just unfortunate that our friendship doesn't let us meet so often. My heart aches again and I don't know what else and kind of reason I should bring up. Is it that I have used to be alone now? I am not sure, I just want my college to start now. I have a little tired feeling of making new friends again but I know I shouldn't. I don't want to live without friends but on the other hand some close to you friends actually hurts so bad to have. I am running out of idea, interest and I am literally speechless. My heart is now under circumstance control now. My heart breaks and I wanna cry
Just like one quote saying "That one thing you would never have done, they did with no hesitation"
