May

Let's do it without a picture today. So... it has been a long time and many things have actually accomplished in these last couple of months since the day I graduated. Somehow I hesitate to keep going straight but in the other hand I eager for it. It's going to be real hard yet fun. Can you imagine what kind of feeling that is? Another thing is I think I am fully ready, ready to be in a relationship again. After 3,5 years I finally not afraid anymore. This time I set  my mind not to walk in a wrong way anymore, I will just be myself no matter what, I used to give in so much and did the things I didn't like and I know that's not how relationship people should be doing. Also, I  need honesty, my love in the past was lies, filled with lies and I had no single idea about it. So I think I could choose right this time. I won't want trap in the same hole twice anyway. Recently, I have fallen in love in the tv shows called  "Let's fall in love" the Song Ji Hyo and Chen Bo Lin cut. Above all, the male character actions towards the female made my heart fluttered. I wonder if it is the Chen Bo Lin doings or the people behind the scene set it up, because it is just....... perfect, I hope it's Chen Bo Lin's. They suits each other very well and I really hope they can be together in a real life.