Crush

Crush.................. is someone I will never talk to, because maybe I was just too afraid, too coward. This might be something there ain't need to be fear of because if I success I gain it if it fails at least I tried, but I dont know what bothers me the most, I am so afraid to fall again, when it's not necessary to be. What do I do now? I am so hopeless and lost and I could only spill it here through blog where stranger gonna read and judge. Oh how ridiculous this the feeling of mine. What has happened to my sanity? .................