precise now or never at all

It's true that I'm told to precise what I can do that I shouldn't waste it trashy. The capability of the skill each human was given are all different and for that, Once you know what suits you, never let it go. Because chances don't always come twice or even thrice, but if they do, then you know what you ought to do. Which is to appreciate. Many years I have spent doing nothing and that's fun, no hardcore no jobs just a lot of funs and I feel blissful because my life is great, but I don't wanna depend forever, I have to stand out again, be me again, achieve what I want in life and never give up. Everyone is surely supporting me it's just me to show that courage again, and not to be fear, I really wish I would be brave again, and I'm not working on it, I'm going to make it happen, because helloo I'm old now, I'm twenty already, it's like "snap, snap" It's twenty. Wake up, I should have done something too. Make them proud, make everyone around you feel proud !

-pray for me to the greatest : > ?