clogged well pff

I cant if I have to disguise again, I want to exhale hard and that is all. This month has been hard, I have been posting some screwing typical of loser, sorrowful person here, but where else? They say stuck, can be your either very best choice or the worst one. I don't need any comprehending if i can choose to take down that ability of being sooo vulnerable , that will make an afford of losing me, well worse, my real self. And I wouldn't want that anymore, I would rather have myself to get lost. I won't run from problem I face it, But I maybe sometimes figure it out the way to solve is by me to get lost, or simply fade away from you thought. And that's not so hard to be done, it's just a matter of time. Years from now I hope we are still in each other lives, nobody can make a guess of what on earth is going to happen next, that's why we live to simply figure that out.