you can call me beast instead of beauty

everybody knows the road to hell is paved with good intention and shady bosses, who doesn't know that? It is too late to admit everything now because I am not someone who will let you wait, I am not that mean anymore, I screwed things up, and I talked behind. But I don't want those dramas no more. I just want no obstacles and live the way I want. I won't be tacky running out of my sanity and meeting the wrong person again. Maybe I am still prude and a bit kind, and I know I dont want that to be me. I would like to be hell friendly but still resent the way when it needed to be without thinking of other's feelings, since people nowadays are numb to exactly feel. I am not joking anymore, I amnot saying things I wont do, because talk more and do less is no longer trendy. We actually make it happen, xx I will see you again soon