what if I am superstitious?

So bienvenido a casa February, the month of loves  Tell you what? I am so glad. yes with the life I am having now. But there are so much things needed to change, like the sweet memory that never a second has ever faded away, like how people hurt me, like how I am feeling depleted every second thinking of those craps. I mean some things needed to change like literally, but we are human with the brain, thought, and memory you cant get rid of unless you are Alzheimer or concussed. I admit I am thankful, nobody is perfect, humans are imperfections. Even weather can't be perfect, Rainbow is beautiful but you can't have it without a little drizzle. Sun is bright and great but you can't have it every dear day. I might be having very terrifying yet miserable these couple days, I told you what, nothing is perfect and these are little parts of it. Challenges exist, remember?