they say blood is thicker than water but it's also hard to clean when it spills. I am somehow can feel a lil bit too much fumigated of myself that I can't control my emotion. I was furious with someone I shouldn't and I couldn't bare. Don't think that I am myself now for like long temporary. I am more like a wretch now. Thinking in a rational way, It's a thorough my fault. I wanted to create good deeds in the start of 2013, but I can see even clear in the beginning. Maybe what they say is a definite right. You turn wick in a day and you need like almost a life time to change. But I know, I will, and I can alter this bad manner in this 2013, just to mention It won't take for good. I just need patience.
