Since nowadays I don't have friends to share what I feel, let me talk to you guys. Though you are stranger, but nevermind, I can't hold it anymore, cause this heart is going to explode in no time. First of all, I have done all of my jobs and I did great in my exams just now, it's a great thing right. But I am not happy, it seems like, something somewhere inside my adrenaline here doubting, it hurts and squeezes. It is more than excessive I can feel. I need to do something, I need to stop being envy. But I can't, What should I do? I know it hurts when some people you priority too much say they hate you. But it's even hurt when they merely say : I am just disappointed. I am speechless, nowhere, and confused. I am sad, in a misery and sorrowful, pathetic. I am flying to Singapore by tomorrow and hopefully I will have my mood bright-up, but will I? I am really sad, not single word I can use to describe, Now I miss my friends. Why things messed up? Why would I be unrealistic? Why would I expect?
