you MIGHT want to read this

Well, It's Thursday night, and you might want to hear my story. I have been facing these kind of laziness nowadays, I need to start paying attention of what is happening to and around me. Life is no joke I can tell. I have some troubles with my job nowadays and it leads me to : my senses, and the eager of wanting to quit pop out. I'm telling myself "NO NO, Not now" there are still couple months to go, I just need to be patient and everything will be alright, try to build convenient environment and just enjoy, well for the troubles, the person who putting my trust beyond him, I'm still waiting for him to confess, slowly but sure, slowly but sharp. If you get what I mean ;) Sound scary, isn't it?

Guess what? One of my BFF is leaving me by tomorrow :'( We had fun last Sunday, and until a couple words from now you will be able to view the pictures. Nah back again, day by day, one by one are leaving to another town, can't say anything, but to wish them a lifetime happiness and be success up ahead. So Sad that I did just call her. What is no luck is that, Why should them be the one who have to leave? why not another people? It's just unfair. However, who should I blame to? I shouldn't even try to spill a word. It's life challenges. How far my friends are separated, we are still friends and we will still get to meet again, and our friendship will be just even better, so why would I concern? Think Positive !

Thinking of the past, Why it took me so long to realize what actually I have always wanted? why would I be so absurd? Being controlled and having misery days. Oh won't ever forgive Oh Stupid Me. Can't be anymore grateful.. got to sleep now..

,BonneNuit