stare ate the fun you are missin'

Someday, if I'm lucky enough, I wish to meet her in person. really, such a huge fan of her..
Well to be honest, everyone has their own celebrity who they adore so much. She is too flawless, through every pictures, her smile and her eyes always grin at the same time. Flawless don't you think..








I have to just smile.. Things have been blast, I can't even feel any rest assured. Things I shouldn't have even assumed keep hunting me. These several days I keep having... you know nightmare, i couldn't even sleep calmly. People around me are messing up with me, betraying and putting my trust beyond, even down. I'm angry and frustrated at the same time even more by yesterday incidents. How could everything have to mess up. I know this will be gone too. but, really now? at this time? what have I even done wrong? I must admit, nowadays people are shameless, and shy to admit their own mistakes. Nowadays people are too afraid to be blamed. It's just too hard to be comprehend. Where are all of your senses have gone to? Or should I be the one to educate you..