What is Honest? Trust? Fidelity? Bullshit? ._.

Who doesn't lie? If you tell never, you have just lied right in front of my face. What is trust? what is believe? it's a phase to identify of which you believe in someone without any witness.It's not as simple as you have ever thought, It's complicated. Why people give their senses to believe in someone? When it's not logic at all. It's because they believe, they believe that you will not have any intention to hurt by lying to them. If someone ever put a trust on you, don't even try to break it, because believe is very precious, very beautiful and it has got the thinnest surface ever. and if you break it in to broken pieces it will be fatal. Trust is build not by months/ several years, it can exist by days or months as long as you feel, this person deserves you to believe in and they are being open to you, that is when you are starting to believe in someone. for example me with my family, me with my bestfriend, me with my sister, and me with my merely friends. I can surely say that I believe in them and so do them. I have never told them a lie because I also hate the feeling of being lied. But let's imagine if one of your closest one lie to you and they are not telling you the truth, but you find out. Isn't that hurt to the max? If me myself personally If somebody lied to me and I know it, I won't going to tell, I am going to see how long that somebody can keep it from me. I will act like usual, I will treat you like nothing ever happens but inside my heart I don't believe in you any more while you are STILL. You will see how I'm starting to get away from you in a situate you can never expect, so think twice before you want to lie to me.Case is different If you lie to me and tell me the truth within few days I can surely accept that. Not by me provoking you, not by me waiting for years, not by you hiding it forever, and not by you know that I know already and you finally tell me everything as soon as possible before I discharge everything, but by you realize and know that what you did is wrong. We are all mature already and have the ability to decide which is good and which is bad. Keep in mind, keep inside your heart I really deeply hate anyone who lies to me even the smallest, tiniest things. Even if you are lying for my sake of my goodness, I can never eff*** accept that. never everr. Everybody has its own limits and I have mine and it can reach to the limit. My emotion is bad, is unpredictable, is scary, is devastating, is frightening and if It reaches to the top of my emotion, I am sorry, we are done. and you'll face what is so called "revenge" and "hatred"
Why i typed this today? it's because I want people to know that I hate being lied even for my own goodness, You know what, telling for my goodness is good but it sounds suck when I changed the statement becomes telling A LIE for my own goodness. and it sounds selfish if you are saying you are just trying to protect me from getting hurt, because it hurts more when you lied. you'd better tell me than lying to me, because even if it sucks, I am still thankyou because you have that courage to tell me and I am more appreciate to this type of person. I think my point is clear, and so comprehendable. So for readersss, If you aint a coward, if you think you have just lied to somebody, somebody you shouldn't have lied to, tell them the truth, you might not be able to fix it but you can do one very beautiful thing and that is being honest. Thankyou and have a very nice day without LIES in it :)